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im soooo dieting

fuuuh, okieees my finance is kinda 'tough' r8 now,and it was BECAUSE of something that i dont wish to tell :)
but becuz of this finance thingy, im going pretty well with my diet planS.. LOL
yaa i get to spend less on FOODS...
and im more to cooking !

but there are also some 'pengorbanan' i hv to endure...

like...no top up! so..my cyg malek..pls bare with this cyg..
no shoppings! gawsh..i thot of buying some shoes allready!

and im all the way to save up!
minimizing my usage of money !

WeaK

ugh...headache!
btl2 menyakitkan eh... =.=
last nite,didnt get to sleep well..
it was a disaster! woke up,coughed,SNeezED,Abnormal Body temP!
demaaam gilaaa...
bt this morning its kinda gone,but hell i need some sleep..
so i din go to 'eco' class this morning lol..
but i'll b going to 'tax' class..i DONT wanna miss it..
hope that kind of 'disaster' aint coming back..

Yank lirik smaaa dgn situasi ku?

yank coba kau jujur padaku
yank foto siapa di dompetmu
yank kok kamu diam membisu
sayang jawab atau aku pergi sayang

aku tak mau bicara
sebelum kau cerita semua
apa maumu, siapa dirinya
tak betah bila ada yang lain

jangan hubungi ku lagi
ini bisa jadi yang terakhir
aku ngerti kamu, kau tak ngerti aku
sekarang atau tak selamanya

yank jangan kira ku tak tahu
yank tak mudah kau bodohiku
yank tolong dengarkanlah aku
tapi sayang masih pantaskah kau ku panggil sayang

saat kamu mau bicara
dan ku akan cerita semua
apa mauku, siapa dirinya
karna memang tak ada yang lain

terus hubungiku lagi
jangan bilang ini yang terakhir
aku ngerti kamu, kamu ngerti aku
aku sayang kamu selamanya

 

pls la pcaya ngan awein

Stuffs And Things

Woke up this morning, no one was around..

All alone..i guess

My other housemates got 'early'classes,mine a lil bit later..so yaa with this weak body of mine,i forced myself to confront the day!

Last night fought with malek (as usual)..i think it was because the celcom 'line' that was messing around, which made us waited EACH other SMS quite LONG! so,yaa we like to quarrel bout little things :D, cuz that make us even CUTE(r) lol

So today class was TAX, my GOD i knew it wud b hArd! buT DAMN i lOVE the Lecturer teaching us..SHE IS VERY GOOD! thumbs up! Yaa she likes to explain repeatingly over and over again BUT in a VARIOUS meaning and descriptions! So if the first explanation, i din get it,i'll understand the next explanation! Im gona LOVE TAX! Furthermore,i hv my mum to help me up weeeeee

After class, i went to the KOKO department..grrrrr went to manage some stuffs..but all of it turned out to be upside down! gawsH! Nothing went well really..and im never gona step my foot ver there again,NEVA..hmp!

Followed Yat to 'fotostat' Dee's books...done with it,went back home,ate something..then,managed some chores....all left to be washed is my shoes...masi brendam g, ehehe..

SO malek have this footbalmatch...................ive got no one to YM :(

NOW i boredumly got nothing to do...

Blogging ja laaa

sUNDAy

Ugh..sore throat!!!

Damn ive predicted well!

Yesterday was rainy, raindrops frm yesterday will make me SICK this WHOLE week!

Im trying hard to PREVENT IT! i don't want any COLD to affect my attendance in class! So i bought 'anti-cough' syrup! And it was ewww-ish..

But fer my health status..IM FORCING MY SELF TO DRINK IT!

Today nothing hppn..been bored at home,so we decided to go out. Went to PKNs ~ with Yat,Rem, and Dee...

Managing some stuffs..oh i oso paid the ipt fees..bought some goodies fer the kitchen..

Taken some pictures..if theres YAT,konfom laaa got pictures here n there..but they'll upload it..i am so malas2 to do so LOL..

Malek oso went out,he went to MID again!..went to buy chockies again..with his friends :3..

Nothing rlly happnd..im not feelin well..so is vey tired'ish and WEAK!..

Im gona continue to eat the syrup..so i'll go to sleep anytime sooner..

2mrw classsssses! Tho theres only one class 2mrw..but i hv to manage SOME 'koko' STUFFS

Aiyaaa...so hello tomorrow~

Sweet!

yesterday was LOVELY!
tho i was kinda tired,cuz i went to 'koko' classes tht morning..
but the evening was NICE

Went to midVlly :) with my dearest MALEK!

gni..
sy planned jumpa dy d KL central,bru sma2 nek ktm p Mid..
tp dy pula x mo nek ktm,dy ckp ramai org..
so he suggested that,nek Lrt,stop kat station U,trs nek Taxi g Mid..
its another long way then..but he dont mind :)
Lrt dgn taxi punya costs were supported all by HIM :D!
syggg sgt! gentleman :)

pas tu kmi jalan2 d mid,
g tgk choclate exhibition! and it was CROWDED!
first trip,x bli pa2,cuz tlampau byk org!

so we continue our date to randomly sightseeing PHONE STRAPS!
we went up and down,here and there cuz mid is HUGE..

also went to search for some SIMPLE and COOL clothes fer him..
but none of it favours him :P

Ohh ATM hated me yesterday! its like 2-3 Atm machines were messing around!
damn!
its like "transaction FAILED" many times!
but thnk god! one of the Atm ver there was nice to me LOL
so yaa got my money! and we headed back to buy choclates!
hoping that it wud b less crowded..

well it was still crowded with ppls.. but i managed to buy SOME choclates :D
and all of it were super duper deliciousss!

so we went sightseeing again and got my self a lovely phonestrap too..
then headed back to KL central..
we took the bus this time,and it was raining..

d KL central pula,we headed KFC to eat :)
and after that pulang la!and he was willing to send me home!
from KL to Shah alam,.awww
along the way,we playd each other hp!
it was such a cute moment :)

sooo our date ends when he went back to take another ktm back to KL central,after
safely seeing me reach Shah alm ktm station..

that was the best part,cuz he was willing to take me home..awww

cuba la ko TRY pujuk aq

aq ja balik2 pujuk ko!
aq ja balik2 mengalah!

ko ni pa problem ba sbnrnya??
stiap hr pgil aq pnipu,
stiap malam bwa aq gaduh,
stiap mlm mesti xda mood..

bru tu..
besok pagi...mcm xda pa2 ja suda berlaku aa..
gitu??

hr tu ckp dgn aq,pkra kecik jgn dperbesarkan
last2..psl hal kecik tu jg la ko slalu marah2!
x mara kunun...tp MERAJUK bukan main LAMA

ko igt,ko ja la sedih..ko ja la sakit ht..aq x??

yaa,igt ko ja la blh merajuk??!

siap la ko klo sy MERAJUK!

sy x suka laaa gadu2!

org,mlm2 la mo bROMANTIK...
bukan gadu2..slalu ja cr slh aq...

slh sndri x sedar!

tgk la ni
sy MERAJUK GILA suda!!!

R14: him

im writing something fer him
cuz i noe,he'll someway read this..

i dont rlly know how to describe him
but here goes

he is 'cool' enuff fer me..
lovely and kind i assumed
kinda ROMANTIC in his own way
nice and very generous i guess
clever? YES at least i think tht way :)
strong and spOrt'ish?since he's a RUGBY player..so,YES

theres still more to it

JEALOUSy? A LOT
unconsiderate? sometimesss
Winning vs Losing? WIN
undecided? maybe...

so hv u decided anything bout us?

im nt gona tag along if ure not tagged as well :P

was it my language or my 'style' of talking
made this misunderstanding btwn us..
cuz u seem to take all my explaination 'upside down'
i dont mean it tht way..but u rlly think 'it IS tht way'

im confuse of ur sincerity..

if u dont wish to continue pls say it so,
im nt botherd at all
a lil sad maybe,but time will solve it..
afterall,im kinda strong...

I DO believe in you
but somehow,
u DONT rlly believe in me?

how should i prove it..?
or how should u prove yersef?

idk..

its UP to u :)

R14:Shah Alam miss me?

YUP im backkkkkk :D

persuing my studies for degree in accountancy @ UiTM

eventho class hvnt start yet,my SPIRITS are BURNING...knun la..
but hell yaa! LOL

but still i dint get to rgister fer LAW subject
hmm no classes fer tht subject next sem i gess..
So sem3 IT IS :D! means i HAVE LOTS of time to study BACK those freakinnn RULES

oh coming back to Shah Alam this time wont be any waste like last time...
this time there are missions and visions to be achieved!

im not gona celebrate my next sem break,waiting freakingly fer the result!
not anymore!
but its gona be tougher i assumed..
im leaving outside,so no more HOSTEL kind of life..
I met my housemates..they are kinda cool! but ..idk,
hope everything wud turned out to be VERY well :)
transportation is kinda Good ENOUGH..i gess..hope so

ahhh i still cant believe that im here 8 Sh Alm ody...
im meeting back the PAST of me..
but im nt gona FUSE back with it...
na uh~
im leavin the past :) way BEHIND
so HAMStEr im nt INTO U ANYMOE
totally over it :P
serves u right!

so here COMES :)

R11:pls dont go yet pt 2

i really miss you..
it was hard for me to finaly realized that you are nt here anymore

u never fail to make me smile
u never fail to brighten up my day
u never fail to cheer me UP!

i hope that u could feel that..
ive given my best
to care for you
to love you
to be with you

youre one of the loveliest thing that ever happnd in my life
you will always be a part of me no mttr wht..
and i will always rmbr you and ur lyf :)

TORA !awein cyggg ma ko..

R12:went SHOPPING!!!

this past few days..i was busy... SHOPPING...

LOL
and it was freakin FUN..cuz i was out with my MOM! and its only ME n her..
means...
she SPENT A LOT JUST FOR ME!
THANK YOU MAMA!!

my sistaS will sureeee N im SURE will b very jealous ngehehe..

+first it was my hair :) fixd it just like how i wanted it to :)
+2nd got myself a NEW handphone weeeeee..
SEw508 nt tht luxurious Or whtsoever,BUT DAYMN I LUV IT!!!
+3rd Bought 'Something NICE to wear' of course!and its freakin LOveLy :)
+next was the 'handBAG' nt that lady like type of bag,more to like a simple one :) BUT ITS
VERY dearly AND CUTEish :D

theres lot more,but nt mine :P ..my mom went and bought lots of her stuffs too..
mostly were 'FLOWERS' freakin flowers..and i was asked to water it 2mrw..grr..
yaa most of the stuffs that she bought were like 'HOUSE and GARDEN DECORATIONS'..

o well..as long as i got what i ive wanted..i dun mind hanging around :)
heee bt rlly shes the bEsT!

oh yaaa it was hell FUN!..
we spent our days with shoppin in the daytime,and Movies at night :)
well she dun rlly watch movie,but we did watchd a movie together last night
oH movies i meant were movies in the TV lol Star Movies that is :)
soo she only watchd 'Nim's island' and went to bed after tht..
ive watchd..
-Horton
-Wanted(Angelina JOLIE WAS daMN Hawt)
-Hot Chicks (LOL)
-Speed Racer(yeah RAIN :D)
-Fred Clause
-Nim's island
-Jingle em em...something..it was ARNOLD schewe...em somthing..LOL

hurm..others were like some malay reality shows that my MOM MUST watch..
so hey no disturbance~pplease...

lol
this wednesday,
im going to hv a reunion with FANn! gona confirm it tmrw..
hope everything will JUST be perfectly fine for us :D
And IKA will b HOME too weeeee :)
Lots to teach her and gossip'ies around ehehe..

the Next day i hv plans with my lil sis IKA :D! yaah
gona help her with SHOPPING! LOL..
theres a lot to buy she sed..
well i gess i would just Nibble around nyahahaha!...

friday is Xmas...wishing u guys a pleasant celebration

Saturday im leavin KK for SH ALAM!

and the real shopping starts? heeeeeeee

R11:pls dont go yet

Tora was the name given to HER..
shes Black+white in colour..
She have been living with us for quite a long time already.. 1 year to be aprxmate

Today,i found out that..
shes kinda weak..
she cant walk properly
she cant hold her neck well..its like shes having pain at tht part
..and i was making jokes bout her with my sis before..
guiltyness sTrikes...BADLY within me..atm

i feed her well
always clean her 'house'
play with her everynight..
she'll always able to make me smile,..

im praying HARD for her recovery..

shes asleep atm..
i hope she'll have a good rest..
and have a wonderful morning 2mrw..

R10: he CHEERd me UP

today was one of my WORST day

DAyMn..

it all started fine and calm..

i din get to hang out with my friends like how we hd planned...
so my mum took me out instead..

first we went to 'USIA' to manage -something-
then we went breakfast...
next we went to buy carpets :)

and next we went to the Saloon...
and it all started there..

im nt gona tell it anyway LOL
its kinda nothing to b worry about..but -something- just turned it into a HUGE kind of problem..which is kinda NOT!..

good thing its KINDA okey r8 now..
im just hoping that my mum wouldnt b REPEATIN tht -something- over n over again..

Oh well :)
i luv my new HAIRCUT.. im lookin EXTRA cute..LOL!

OH..about HIM(he cheered me up)
F.Y.I he is just a COOL FRIEND of mine..
i repeat..COOL FRIEND

so i was kinda 'moody' after tht -something- came up..
and the least that i could do was to pray
Thank god my prayers were ANSWERED sooner than i expected..

Thank you ALLAH

so yaa i needed someone to cheer me up :)
so HE came up..by Facebook LOL..
trying to start a conversation by the little chat window :)
at first i would like to just ignoreee him..but 'hey its been a while..'

so we chat..and ITS a tOtal Relief i could Smile and laugh!
he's the best and im missing him a lot!
Thank YOU :)

R9:Planning

hurm..im trying to organize my plans fer this december ending holiday :3

14.12.09-Celebrate bday c PALE :D-postpOned-
15.12.09-mo d celebrate d pntai bday c pale,tp nda mnjd-postpOned lg-
16.12.09-Outing with my long lost Friends-tp nmpknya,mcm x mnjd jg-
17.12.09-goin to the Saloon with Omma
18.12.09-FREE(open fer BUking) ahahah
19.12.09-FREE(FRANCY BALIK DR SRWK)
20.12.09-Mgemas rumah for the next day event :D
21.12.09-C opi finaly KAWIN
22.12.09-FREE(brehat-rehat)
23.12.09-FANn reunion+Ika Comeback dr Labuan
24.12.09-FREE
25.12.09-Busy packing
26.12.09- Sh alam miss me? :) + hello PAST
27.12.09- gOtong royong ruma baruu + buy yersef a broadband :D!
28.12.09-Jalan2 d kL pt.1 PLANNING :D
29.12.09-Jalan2 d kL pt.2 Sunway Lagoon
30.12.09-Jalan2 d kL pt.3 Genting theme park :D
31.12.09-Jalan2 d kL pt.4 Cosmo's world
+mlm2 kita smbut Newyer d ruma c ...KAmi la
mgkali klo member sruma blm balik wuwuwu
01.01.10-waaa newyearrr..mati idea pula tiba2..kmu2 lg plan..smpai la 3hb tue..

or should we just rest?:)

R7: Fresh aiR pt2

fuuuh i din go!
daYmn...and i was gettin all excitey last night...
but yaa it RAINED! so much fer the 'fresh air'

gaaaa

hope tht friend of mine 'cooled' down :)

ugh im hungry..

R8: Over it

lol..i supposely hv to admit that..
I WAS WEIRD!
and that is a WAS!
Now,Im back to my realization..
and totally feelin the awesomenesss of FORGETTING you

daYmn r8 :)

the dayS spent with you were freakin PRECIOUS but you made it turned out like it were fawkin' FUGLY..

i thot i cud wait..
i wud like to wait for as long as i cud live!
BUT Im just not ur perfect Princess anymore..
thats wht ure tryin to sey..
i should hv realized it long tym ago!
but u keep on giving false n FAkE hopes
which i treasured most of them very..very nicely..in my heart...

for real..i still remember ur words,
ur smiles,
ur Advice...
the way we talk and walk side by side..our starings activity..lol
those were very sweet..i thank you fer tht..

but i have to admit tht i hate u fer makin me fall in luv..
u noe tht it was coming by..
i acted very obvious to let u noe
but u dont rlly have any feelings towards me..
n yet u made me believe u were..

im feeling HOPELESS because of you..
Again im in pain

so im gona end it here :)

R7: Fresh aiR

arrr frens askd me out 2mrw..
to the BEACH!
man,its gonaa b freakin FUN
but...
will d rain come?
no? yes?
more to yes..since its kinda rainy these few days..woot..
so,..still feelin Exitey?? idk..
i get the feeling that my mom wont let me out!
i have CHORES to b done, daMn iT!
it was kinda in a short notice..so pls lemme go out?n hv fun :3?
i promise i'll do all the chores aftrwards...pity please?..LOL

more to it..
if i dnt go..my frens will be sulking up their days...
arrr friendssssssss...

well yaa one of my frens,she just broke her heart again..
so 2mrw outing was kinda like a Relief stress activity LOL

but i really think i cant go..
its like 2 in the morning now..
im still nt asleep..
and if i were to go 2mrw,i have to wake up early..freakin early dudee..
and its quite possible fer me to b awaken early obviously :)

idk really..its gonna be really fun fer sure..
but theres more reason fer me not to go..hmmm

R6:customization

UGhh..i hate cuztomizing PROFILES!
but i do luv seeing ppl bloggies getin nice and fun :(
okiey i sux in cuztomizing!said iT!
thats y im taking this 'so green' layout duh!

god O well its nt like the end of the world :)
its the contents that matters :D

but frm time to time..i'll change it :)
making it just the way like how i want it to :D

its not like im 'kinda new' to this bloggy stuff..not at all..
it just that ive been busy..and didnt get to fill it up lately..
oH my other two blogs are kinda 'STOPd' temporarily i hope..
so ignore it as much as u can :)

R5: RESULT pt2

thousandss of 'SIGH'

deep frustration..
dissapoinment ABOVE all..
Hopeless as I moved..
regretting thE Facts..

HOW COME IT WASNT A DREAM!
a nightmare
a bad EnD story..

whY wud it turned out to BE A REALITY!
suffering this pain!
An untold Story
tht should remain SECRET AS it Lives..

too bad it was wide spread! lol yaaa i treated my RESULT as a Part of my LIFE!
And IT SUX BADLY! my godddd...

ive done PRETTY WELL in revisions..
WOrKED my damN ass,The WHOLE NIGHT
Throughout the exams it was HARD but still i managed to cope with it..
COnfidently answered and just prayed fer the best to happen..

and YET! i still sux?..
first time repeating a paper is A TOTAL CHALLENGE MAN!

i was pretty sure 'THE WORLD WAS FALLIN APART' for me..
but i was carefully learning on the same time..

ive questioned my self thousands-MILLIONS times..
about how this FAILURE painess strikes..
OF course i CRIED..
it was like -its the end of my life-!
But questioning again and again..
got myself into a whole bunch of answerssss
CONFUSED as i went one after another...

I wasnt being EMO okiey...i repeat..NOT EMO!

well it just saddend me up..
i mean its like..
ive went HERE AND THERE to survive in "THAT" subject..

and that was a real PAIN!
and Thats pain...
ive learnt about pain...

feeling pain,hurt,sad is ESSENTIAL..
can u live without it?
NO! it strikes everyday,everytime,everyminute,so that U CAN LIVE!
IF u dont know wht pain is,How can u prevent it?cuz u noe nothing about it,so how can u live..

''would striking a knife exactly to my heart would cause pain''

ppl who answered yes, SURVIVE..
-Thats because they noe the PAIN a person would suffer by doing such insanity-

ppl who answered no,RIP!
-THAT because they dont KNOW ABOUT THE PAIN,so hell yaa let me wanna try it?-
(Seriously dont try it)

feeling this PAIN in failing 'THT' subject..
encourage myself to PREVENT IT happening again..
i dont wanna suffer no more..
so im taking precautions and steps to survive..

''u wont get the word SUCCESS,if you dont get the word SUCK first"
believe me IT SUX! so give me THE DAMN SUCCESS!

precisely and obviously
i have to work EXTRA HARD
Re-done wht ive done with EXTRA improvements..
Motivates with quotes and skilled learners..
JUMPING higher than before to reach
WHAT IS MEANT TO BE ABOVE

iam not a QUITTER and i seriously want to PLAY !

Not NERDY but thinking bout the future...
I MUST BE A NERDY...
in a COOL way that is :P

SO catch ME With hIGHly spirits NEXT sem
and do beware..
thank you :)