R11:pls dont go yet pt 2

i really miss you..
it was hard for me to finaly realized that you are nt here anymore

u never fail to make me smile
u never fail to brighten up my day
u never fail to cheer me UP!

i hope that u could feel that..
ive given my best
to care for you
to love you
to be with you

youre one of the loveliest thing that ever happnd in my life
you will always be a part of me no mttr wht..
and i will always rmbr you and ur lyf :)

TORA !awein cyggg ma ko..

R12:went SHOPPING!!!

this past few days..i was busy... SHOPPING...

LOL
and it was freakin FUN..cuz i was out with my MOM! and its only ME n her..
means...
she SPENT A LOT JUST FOR ME!
THANK YOU MAMA!!

my sistaS will sureeee N im SURE will b very jealous ngehehe..

+first it was my hair :) fixd it just like how i wanted it to :)
+2nd got myself a NEW handphone weeeeee..
SEw508 nt tht luxurious Or whtsoever,BUT DAYMN I LUV IT!!!
+3rd Bought 'Something NICE to wear' of course!and its freakin LOveLy :)
+next was the 'handBAG' nt that lady like type of bag,more to like a simple one :) BUT ITS
VERY dearly AND CUTEish :D

theres lot more,but nt mine :P ..my mom went and bought lots of her stuffs too..
mostly were 'FLOWERS' freakin flowers..and i was asked to water it 2mrw..grr..
yaa most of the stuffs that she bought were like 'HOUSE and GARDEN DECORATIONS'..

o well..as long as i got what i ive wanted..i dun mind hanging around :)
heee bt rlly shes the bEsT!

oh yaaa it was hell FUN!..
we spent our days with shoppin in the daytime,and Movies at night :)
well she dun rlly watch movie,but we did watchd a movie together last night
oH movies i meant were movies in the TV lol Star Movies that is :)
soo she only watchd 'Nim's island' and went to bed after tht..
ive watchd..
-Horton
-Wanted(Angelina JOLIE WAS daMN Hawt)
-Hot Chicks (LOL)
-Speed Racer(yeah RAIN :D)
-Fred Clause
-Nim's island
-Jingle em em...something..it was ARNOLD schewe...em somthing..LOL

hurm..others were like some malay reality shows that my MOM MUST watch..
so hey no disturbance~pplease...

lol
this wednesday,
im going to hv a reunion with FANn! gona confirm it tmrw..
hope everything will JUST be perfectly fine for us :D
And IKA will b HOME too weeeee :)
Lots to teach her and gossip'ies around ehehe..

the Next day i hv plans with my lil sis IKA :D! yaah
gona help her with SHOPPING! LOL..
theres a lot to buy she sed..
well i gess i would just Nibble around nyahahaha!...

friday is Xmas...wishing u guys a pleasant celebration

Saturday im leavin KK for SH ALAM!

and the real shopping starts? heeeeeeee

R11:pls dont go yet

Tora was the name given to HER..
shes Black+white in colour..
She have been living with us for quite a long time already.. 1 year to be aprxmate

Today,i found out that..
shes kinda weak..
she cant walk properly
she cant hold her neck well..its like shes having pain at tht part
..and i was making jokes bout her with my sis before..
guiltyness sTrikes...BADLY within me..atm

i feed her well
always clean her 'house'
play with her everynight..
she'll always able to make me smile,..

im praying HARD for her recovery..

shes asleep atm..
i hope she'll have a good rest..
and have a wonderful morning 2mrw..

R10: he CHEERd me UP

today was one of my WORST day

DAyMn..

it all started fine and calm..

i din get to hang out with my friends like how we hd planned...
so my mum took me out instead..

first we went to 'USIA' to manage -something-
then we went breakfast...
next we went to buy carpets :)

and next we went to the Saloon...
and it all started there..

im nt gona tell it anyway LOL
its kinda nothing to b worry about..but -something- just turned it into a HUGE kind of problem..which is kinda NOT!..

good thing its KINDA okey r8 now..
im just hoping that my mum wouldnt b REPEATIN tht -something- over n over again..

Oh well :)
i luv my new HAIRCUT.. im lookin EXTRA cute..LOL!

OH..about HIM(he cheered me up)
F.Y.I he is just a COOL FRIEND of mine..
i repeat..COOL FRIEND

so i was kinda 'moody' after tht -something- came up..
and the least that i could do was to pray
Thank god my prayers were ANSWERED sooner than i expected..

Thank you ALLAH

so yaa i needed someone to cheer me up :)
so HE came up..by Facebook LOL..
trying to start a conversation by the little chat window :)
at first i would like to just ignoreee him..but 'hey its been a while..'

so we chat..and ITS a tOtal Relief i could Smile and laugh!
he's the best and im missing him a lot!
Thank YOU :)

R9:Planning

hurm..im trying to organize my plans fer this december ending holiday :3

14.12.09-Celebrate bday c PALE :D-postpOned-
15.12.09-mo d celebrate d pntai bday c pale,tp nda mnjd-postpOned lg-
16.12.09-Outing with my long lost Friends-tp nmpknya,mcm x mnjd jg-
17.12.09-goin to the Saloon with Omma
18.12.09-FREE(open fer BUking) ahahah
19.12.09-FREE(FRANCY BALIK DR SRWK)
20.12.09-Mgemas rumah for the next day event :D
21.12.09-C opi finaly KAWIN
22.12.09-FREE(brehat-rehat)
23.12.09-FANn reunion+Ika Comeback dr Labuan
24.12.09-FREE
25.12.09-Busy packing
26.12.09- Sh alam miss me? :) + hello PAST
27.12.09- gOtong royong ruma baruu + buy yersef a broadband :D!
28.12.09-Jalan2 d kL pt.1 PLANNING :D
29.12.09-Jalan2 d kL pt.2 Sunway Lagoon
30.12.09-Jalan2 d kL pt.3 Genting theme park :D
31.12.09-Jalan2 d kL pt.4 Cosmo's world
+mlm2 kita smbut Newyer d ruma c ...KAmi la
mgkali klo member sruma blm balik wuwuwu
01.01.10-waaa newyearrr..mati idea pula tiba2..kmu2 lg plan..smpai la 3hb tue..

or should we just rest?:)

R7: Fresh aiR pt2

fuuuh i din go!
daYmn...and i was gettin all excitey last night...
but yaa it RAINED! so much fer the 'fresh air'

gaaaa

hope tht friend of mine 'cooled' down :)

ugh im hungry..

R8: Over it

lol..i supposely hv to admit that..
I WAS WEIRD!
and that is a WAS!
Now,Im back to my realization..
and totally feelin the awesomenesss of FORGETTING you

daYmn r8 :)

the dayS spent with you were freakin PRECIOUS but you made it turned out like it were fawkin' FUGLY..

i thot i cud wait..
i wud like to wait for as long as i cud live!
BUT Im just not ur perfect Princess anymore..
thats wht ure tryin to sey..
i should hv realized it long tym ago!
but u keep on giving false n FAkE hopes
which i treasured most of them very..very nicely..in my heart...

for real..i still remember ur words,
ur smiles,
ur Advice...
the way we talk and walk side by side..our starings activity..lol
those were very sweet..i thank you fer tht..

but i have to admit tht i hate u fer makin me fall in luv..
u noe tht it was coming by..
i acted very obvious to let u noe
but u dont rlly have any feelings towards me..
n yet u made me believe u were..

im feeling HOPELESS because of you..
Again im in pain

so im gona end it here :)